If you had asked me 6 months ago what I would be doing today, it would not be, ‘updating my tumblr from the apartment I share with my boyfriend.” It’s absolutely amazing how quickly things changed in 6 months. Everyone who knows me, knows I am a relationship phobe. I don’t trust people, I push you away and I make it a point to make it hurt you. I still don’t understand where he came from, or how we ended up together, all I know is that I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Despite some of our obvious interest differences, we fit together.. kind of like peanut butter and jelly. How corny is that? lol.
I’m in a much different place than I was 4 years ago, hell.. even a year ago. What a train wreck I was last year. Suddenly, I am comfortable planning now for the future, and I am comfortable including him in my plans. I am becoming domesticated, and it’s not as scary as I thought. I am happy to be in this place. In fact, other than the birth of my daughter, I can’t think of a single moment where I have been happier and more in love.
